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Eternal Suffering

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In life we suffer. Because we live in a fallen world we experience pain, both physical and emotional. The hardest to deal with is the pain that arrives in relationships, pain which seems to almost never leave, but continues to abide deep in the heart. This pain may be brought on by sin in our own lives and our own failures, or it may be simply the result of deep dissappointment or lose. Such pain occurs, it is part of life in this fallen world.

Christ experienced this pain to the fullest extent. When he walked on the earth he was full of grief at the sin of the people, their lack of faith and their rejection of him who had lovingly created them! Because of this brokeness, as it were, he was a man in constant humility before his father. He was a perfect man, and yet he felt deep, deep suffering, all the way to the cross. And this suffering was allowed in his life by the sovereignty of his father, the same God and father who allows the same in our lives.

The suffering of this life is great, but this mystery is even greater: through God’s mercy, the suffering of this life can be transformed into eternal suffering. Eternal suffering? Can such a thing be good? Yes it can be good, and is good if one understands the meaning of the word eternal. As explained in the last post, eternal is the attribute of God that expresses his everythingness. He is all in all, he is eternal.

The Apostle Paul rejoices over the sufferings of the Philippians because through it they are participating in the gospel, that is, God’s revelation of himself in all righteousness and mercy through his Son Jesus. This joy is so confusing to our natural selves. But Paul knew suffering, and it was his joy. How can this be? The secret was in transforming temporal suffering into eternal suffering.

What we suffer in this temporal world comes and goes (yes, it does go, by God’s grace also), but in Christ we are given the opportunity to benefit from a richer and more fulfilling communion with the spirit of God through these temporal sufferings. We know that if one is to come before God, he must do so in all humility, for the essence of sin is pride. And nothing humbles the human spirit like suffering. When we feel the deepest pain, we don’t like it, we weep, we are weak, and yet when it is accepted in humility, in a spirit of thanksgiving to God for his goodness, it is one of the sweetest things on earth. For in the suffering we are brought low, and in lowliness Christ is found to be real. One can know Christ all one’s life, but to find him to be real in ones baseness is of a joy and peace which cannot be described.

For in our lowliness we are brought to a more acute awareness of our hope in eternal communion with God where there will be no more pain or sorrow. This hope is joy everlasting that fills our soul and causes the dificulties of this life to faid away. It does not always cause the pain to fade away, and that is the blessing! For it is by that very suffering that we are brought to such a low estate, a spirit of repentance, that lose of the self in complete dependence on the Lord, that we catch a glimpse of the communion with Christ his suffering. And in that we taste the glorious and joyous communion that is ours in him for all eternity. In this way, by faith, our pain has become an eternal suffering, one which knows the life of God.

Eternity as Relationship

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We cannot be anything but created beings. We think and reason and feel according to our nature as creation. How then do we understand eternity? How do we understand something that is outside of our first principles of existence? In thinking of eternity we often think of it as a continuum, or like time–that never ends, but keeps going on and on, like a mathematical infinity. But of course we know that this understanding falls woefully short of real eternity, because time itself is somehow bound up in the that which is created.

The Apostle Paul says that in Christ are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. If we desire to understand eternity, let us then look at Jesus Christ, in whom the fulness of deity dwells bodily, that is, eternity. God is all and there is none beside him. So eternity is not some independent idea to be examined and toyed with, but rather it is an aspect of God’s character. All the more reason, then, for us to look to its revelation in Christ, who is that of God which became man to commune to us God’s life and essence. Jesus does not say “think of me as I think of the Father” no, he says “abide in me as I abide in the Father.” And many other passages also show that knowing God is not of propositional understanding but personal experience, fueled, certainly, by this objective knowledge that is revealed, but only efficient if approriated subjectively to the individual. As it says in Colossians 3: “For you have died, and who you are is hidden with Christ in God.”

So we see that eternity can be nothing if it is not relational. What and who God is can only be real to us insofar as it is in personal relationship with him. So also it is with eternity. Eternity is not an unending timeline. Though certainly its character is that it has no beginning and no end, this is because neither does God, and eternity is that unchanging unchangeable nature of God’s being. And the knowledge of it is found in Christ.

If then we are in Christ and our lives are hidden with him, we see that our every breath and thought and word and action is eternal in significance. They are temporal in that they pass away and are thought of no more, but they are also eternal because they are expressed in the relationship that God has established with us in Christ.

Therefore, what greater crime than to not be content, for who we are now and what we are now is given in order that we might express through it what is eternal, that is, of God’s character. For this reason scripture tells us to first put on love which binds everything together in perfect harmony, to then let the peace of Christ rule in our hearts, and to let the Word of Christ dwell in us richly. Such things are practical, real time ways of living, which are in fact eternal; not that we have conjured up eternity by our actions, but that eternity is and always has existed in God as a relationship and is therefore given to us to partake of in Christ by faith.

Joy of Longing; True Worsip

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“[C. S.] Lewis defines joy as a longing — the pang of desire that is itself more desireable than any earthly satisfaction, almost an unhappiness of grief — but the kind you want. Lewis’ definition of joy [is] true worship — that rare fusion of both fear and trembling and ecstasy and dancing.

“Such worship springs from grace — our former position and our future position, realized together. And joy in relationships similarly spring from such a worship, such an already-but-not-yet approach that comes down to simple, delicious longing.”

–Ben

The Narrow Way

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The modern pagan world seeks “open mindedness.” Christians are labeled as being “close-minded.” Do they not seek the narrow way? Is this something to be ashamed of?

What the world does not see is the spiritual state behind their broad way and the narrow way of Christ. For the assumption of American pagans is that spirituality is “out there” and therefore the broader one is the greater one’s potential to connect with the universal spirituality. And thus they are captive to empty deceit and the prince of the power of this world.

But when one is discovered by grace and is awakened to the love of Christ, the narrow way is that beautiful and unambiguous straight and clear way to freedom of the soul as it basks in the life of God’s spirit. Who would guess that the “straight and narrow” is freedom and life and the “broad” is what holds the soul in bondage to ever seeking, but never finding?

What does it matter that you are labeled as “narrow minded?” Is it freedom in Christ that you have; freedom from the guilt of sin and life of selfishness and the flesh that you used to live in the world? Then what you have is all there is to be had in this life and the next, and it is surely enough!

What Was the Sin?

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In Augustine’s “City of God” He explores the nature of the first sin. He points out that there wasn’t necessarily anything bad in the fruit itself; it was only created fruit. It was bad because it came from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, and that was the tree God had said not to touch. But of course we can’t say that the tree was bad. God created it to be in the garden, and we know that God wouldn’t create something that is contrary to its own environment, i.e. ‘not good.’ And what about eating? Was eating itself a sin? Well of course not. But the disobedience was.

The sin of disobedience therefore, had to have begun before the disobedience was actually committed. In other words, in order for Adam and Eve to eat of the tree they must have already desired what God forbade and thus already sinned in their heart. In the end Augustine identifies the first sin to be pride. Because Adam and Eve rejected what God gave and wanted to supply themselves. They rejected the true light, that is the truth, and wanted to judge truth for themselves. Thus the first sin, and the sin that is at the root of all sin is pride.

When we take the crown off of God, the only one who is capable of ruling us and the world, when we seek to be our own light of understanding while we reject the only light and only knowledge which comes as a gift from the Father of lights, and also when we depend on other physical, relational and emotional gifts as ‘idols’ to supply us with the stuff of life, that is, its fullfilment,that is sin, and necessarily death. Truly this is humbling, and it shows how serious our pride is. It’s not just a symptom of sin, it is our sin. How difficult it is to lose sight of ourselves. To not even be concerned with what we are or aren’t but only with what Christ is and what he desires to be in us. And yet, someone has described the Christian life as a child, stumbling through the mud; it’s messy, we get dirty, but the Lord is gracious in not allowing us to sink, but in making us stronger in the struggle till we are with him in his perfection. For we know that the struggle, so long as it is not the willful acquiescence to sin, is part of our identification with the sufferings of Christ for the sake of our salvation. Praise the Lord!

True Prophecy

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When we speak of prophecy we probably most often think of the fortelling of events under the inspiration of God. This gives rise to the question of whether or not there still exists the gift of prophecy, as it clearly did in the New Testament.

Firstly, it may be helpful to note that the larger portion of the writings of the prophets of the Old Testament were prayers, sermons and laments on the current spiritual condition of Israel, declarations of judgement of sin, calls to repentence, promises of mercy, and other teachings which could have been readily preached from what had already been revealed in the law and in God’s previous dealings with his people. Though certainly prophets did foretell events and the workings of God that were to happen in the future, this does not seem to be the larger portion of their writings.

Prophets speak, quite simply, whatever God deems best for his people to hear for the sake of the strengthening of their faith, and sometimes this involves the prediction of God’s future acts.

All the words that they spoke were parts and manifestations of the one and eternal Word of God. This Word is what brought all things into being, physical and spiritual, reveals to us the nature of God, reveals his expectations of us, his judgment for our sin, demonstrates his mercy toward us, and ultimately, that it might do all this to perfection and reunite us to God through faith in him, becomes human flesh, dies, and rises to life. This Word is eternal, and as such, predictions of the future or teachings from the past, or exhortation in the present, are all one and exist as Truth in the eternal Word. For this reason even though we are not dwelling in our new and incorruptible bodies, nor are we free from the temptation of the flesh, and though we continue to struggle with this present world and its temptations, the Apostle Paul can say that we have every spiritual blessing in Christ.

The measure of true prophecy, therefore, is not whether it accurately predicts the future (though if it does speak of the future it most certainly must be right if it is true prophecy!) but rather the measure of true prophecy is whether in all its teaching and exhortation, it builds up the body in knowledge and understanding of the eternal God as he is revealed in Christ, knitting the body together in love to reach full maturity through the effective application of the Word, that is, the gospel.